Today after a long time I return to the habit of writing and publishing mostly, I think that somehow gives me the opportunity to tell my story (albeit biased) to a few surfers fans to tell their own stories to a few other surfers including myself included.
Exactly 2 years, 10 months and 14 days I made the biggest decision of my life, or so I thought until a while ago. I decided to change my lifestyle, my tastes, my especially my vices and follies. I agreed to a woman who dazzled me since I saw her, he could win with only touch my back while "conversing" in the bed of my house.
This post is dedicated to that bed, now home to some other love, that bed in Orlando near Disney World, where we saw a green bed sheets and had to close their eyes to see shows amatory wrinkled seams.
That bed, now that I think we did much good, let us know, love, chat, play, laugh, make us love, touching hands, sleeping and above all to say that someday we would get married and have kids. Ahh, and that this beginning would last forever.
now have new beds, more than an hour away, with people around, we live in different tunes, now you do not answer the phones with the same desire, now we do not run no matter what was happening now We no longer look like before, not caring how he began, and did not get up early to go to visit, prefer to stay at rest because we work out (never as much work as they rested in the bed green). It seems that more work now runs, intimacy is stronger, the pain is not about the other side, the fatigue is no less when we together.
Today I tell everyone I miss my girlfriend, I miss that woman in the shower playing with me, which was able to make love on the carpet, I would pick up very early but she died of sleep, the woman who asked me to marry her. I do not know if she is the same as before or did something in me changed. Only ... there is no reason for me to let go.
I love as I've ever loved someone or something, no one has made in me what she has done. I still want to get married, I still want to have children and especially EVEN WANT IT THAT WE WILL BE FOREVER.
We have on the table the option to say goodbye, to tell you later, and just keep going, do not know what the best decision I just know that if you're not here I can not breathe, but sometimes suffocates us together, I can not live unless I know about, though often not be the reason you live, do not understand what is happening and I do not understand, I just try not be a bad person or the reason for this is over.
Le I pay tribute to that bed, who accompanied me on that bed and the cold of Orlando that we do not let out that day. Thank you for my girlfriend, that woman is me going crazy.
DEMAND TO DESTINATION LE Everything is as before, I want to love as before, I WANT TO LOVE ME LIKE BEFORE, WANT ME conceited like BEFORE AND WANT TO LEAVE BEFORE conceited. IF YOU HAVE ANY REQUEST PLEASE JUST A LITTLE MORE ABLANDANOS HEART.
LOVE YOU DO NOT WANT TO STOP. THANKS FOR BEING THERE AND FIGHT WITH ME FOR THIS NEVER ENDS. I LOVE YOU.
PS: Thanks netizens to read and be part of my reflection, have been very helpful and very supportive.
