Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Electric Beds Comment

Career Contact!



career starts on January 4 is Monday!.

will last 2 weeks, sign up now, at night put the scores are going to follow kieroooo!. Porfa

just sign up which will continue the race, I am shocked the girls who enroll and do not send me anything ever!, Three days of not sending anything left out, only two weeks, if not know whether to go espérense or not to put the scores, enrollment will be until January 3 at 5 pm, you know that I am of vegetables and exercise, give hard girls!



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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Ps3 Bluetooth Headphones Watch Movies

Hu! Dinner and your man cheating ....

beautiful wave!

I talk, I saw my ex (hector) Thursday, provided food ... I get the VIP, I ordered a salad and half end, we kiss, took my hand in the average car fajamos, I have not had sex with anyone just to for 5 years, I know I do, (I dare not be with another) or told me he loves me but q is disappointed in the relationship, rather be with the big, either way, I almost died but no more, nobody is going to lie down, sure there is a special guy out there, ready to worship my beautiful curls that reach my waist, I wore a mini beautiful sweater, gray to black, with mayonnaise and black boots, I fix your hair all said how thin I looked, and I noticed on the street people look at me, I'm cute, I'm not ugly and I looked good, he also told me that beautiful you are, you are very thin, blablabla ....

learn to live with this pain, few things I have not had to overcome in my life, if lived with hunger, frustration and neurotic may be a disappointment! As fuck not?

I'll take the good you gave me, not to mention with whom you are now, will remember those moments because even I still love you, but I swear that one day, I forgot your name, or at least your last name ....

On another thing, I think I will start the race on January 2 that it seems, there is nothing reheating not??, Cute birthday, ate cake, I asked 3 wishes in my candles, I do not know if they just had to order one but just in case I ordered 3, send a thousand messages to my friends at school and received messages as well, happy toy, Christmas good half x, ate very little truth clog I thought but I think the separation suffered hector effect on my appetite ...

They do on vacation??, I have not done anything I am a lazy ... Well
get points for this holiday ...

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read a book.
watch TV.
chat. read blog
princesses.
paint your hair.
out with a friend. put on a diet and exercise full
. I do not know what else ....

think I send kisses and way to read the kiero

Friday, December 18, 2009

Sinus Infectionscatchy

Thanks!


Good to see ... to all who pass through here ... THANKS!

Today I woke up and decided to turn the computed (after several days without it) and I noticed with great surprise that I had sent a gift!!

A nice award to this small space for my honesty and boy I was honest!

I thank you very much a * chocolate * and its parallel universe for this nice gesture ... I uploaded the mood!

here is the show to be seen!


Soon I will be sending a gift to blogs that make me laugh and encourage me everyday!

Post today:

Despite everything that has happened and hope that he kept in my relationship with my ex I think I must admit that I do not die without it and it's best to leave it behind, but I'm not ready to be your "friend" and I do not want to ever be, I prefer to erase from my life and stay with friends that she gave me.

learned that I wrap with difficult people and I have to avoid them, I'm not perfect, but look for someone a little less imperfect because notice now ... I'm not dealing with childhood traumas, low self-esteem, insecurity, or simple whoring, you go with these problems to your mom! I am the old girlfriend!

After my anger so I have to say that I did well, I have received proposals for work well ... uhmmm .. how to say ... interesting (and with some salaries that they deserve respect), I have friends, twitter, family, and of course the girls in the blog that make me laugh and mourn with their stories!

What else I can ask ...

I leave a nice phrase that became a friend and me I think like him at all times:

"There is a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never cared, who does not matter anymore and who always will matter. So, do not worry about people from your past, there is a reason why it should not be in your future. "




Friday, December 11, 2009

Hives And Chinchilla Dust

party of evil!




A few days Christmas ...

I must confess that this year will see the sense in this event was glad that before my life since early December.

For these dates and would be looking like crazy gifts and places to spend the New Year.

While I prefer not to think that my brain will go through these days of "holidays" is better prepare for a few days very sensitive.

If I had to ask my Christmas present I would ask Santa that:

- It's over Christmas and New Years
- Remove the 4th of each month, especially the December
- Do not get my birthday
- No More 14 February
- No more, no more, no more ...

There are many plans to do, but the month of December is the worst ... a month ago ... I hoped like crazy because he knew that perhaps the date could help improve things ... but apparently not!

pd: I lost several years ago my grandfather, a month ago I lost my girlfriend and yesterday I lost half my dad (he left home but is good). The three most important people in my life ... not now.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Ohio Drivers Liscense

hurt me to just listen!


few days ago I went to dance, to relax (as me) and had a relatively well. Beginning I met the girlfriend and the ex of my ex (who still is waiting ... do not really know if I hope so because that day I found particularly beautiful and very very laying).

It was a "casual", I think both were looking time to talk only to find that danced alone, ie without the girlfriend on the side ... I have a question, continue with the bride?

Well anyway, that day I met a girl and to summarize the situation to the days I called and talked for hours, it told me that her friend was very sad and said he had set as nick msn The following sentence (notice that is too real and therefore I believe that even hurts to read it or at least hurt me to hear)

"Love gives others the power to destroy"

When I said I was cold ... I knew that this phrase was so certain that even hurt to listen.

realized that love can be the best gift but also the weapon that can destroy us. Who more than our great love for us to fall.

At this time I've noticed many things and one of the most important is that the people whom you love may deserve everything in the world but I never ever ever be worth all of you, we must always keep some for us but, as the phrase that inspired this post, can be a deadly weapon to destroy the soul and brain of the past.

I agree with this, and from now careful to whom I will let you hurt me. This is not to say that I will not love or that I will not love anyone but I think it is good to pay attention to which way we pointed the gun.

Girls I leave this sentence to destroy and not stop if they have done is to keep your head up always always always get other illusions (I hope they come quickly to my life but I think I'll go crazy )

I leave a big kiss.

pd: December 4 today my girlfriend and I would meet three years together and I can only say from the depths of my being and all love the world: RIP

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Negative Hiv Rna Test

I intend ...


Ladies, today is not a good day ... and if I had to choose ... prefer not to have begun ...

But as everything has a solution in life I decided to do the following:

1. Let the stupid little woman who calls herself more psychological therapist is what bothers me and tells me there inconsistencies or at least trade for the doc who treated me the first day.

2. Consider my ex as my friend, but say it is impossible for me not. She has taught me everything I know so is the smallest place it deserves in my life.

3. Begin plans to leave, yes, I have decided to leave this country and chances. 911 My friend always tells me "The Nothing ventured, nothing gained" and start to believe him.

4. Try to be happy. Trying because I really still do not know if it succeeds.


I hope these 4 things that I have set out their best.

To be honest I decided not to mourn anymore but I think we mourn me get everything I have inside, and if anything good said my therapist is sealed by "one cries all what he loved"

I will continue to count on that shit story that unfortunately is "MY LIFE"

ps: the picture has some truth ... i still keep a place quietly if she happens to return.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Brian & Andrew Greece




Night 3:

A shit ... I can not say more.

I still do not understand how there are so many tears in me. It is difficult, not imagined, never both.

Day 3:

Today I had a meeting in the morning and then stayed to have lunch together. Of course I was incredibly regal, I managed to feel like you are ever with someone completely different, and I got it!

Over lunch we talked of everything, including those issues of "us." Le

I made it clear that he loved her very much and I did not know what to do about all that was happening. We will also make it clear that nobody was going to come back to hurt.

The lunch ended with a kiss for me was incredible, and she looked at me and said ... "I know I should not do, I will not give you false hopes" killed me ... I was dying but I did not show good or not much could not keep my eyes and fall Aguarana some tears, but I did not care, she was, never had embarrassed her.

Night 4:

... THE KILLERS concert was amazing ... I loved it. I gave him tickets for his birthday a month ago so we decided from the outset then we did go together.

ate before going, we talked, we laughed, we ride, we had a good, but I think that means nothing!

At night we said goodbye and I felt that something was wrong, that something was wrong, the next morning would not be the same as ever.

tired I could sleep, pills make me sleep peacefully.

Day 4:

just yet, are 6:43 pm but so far not been very good. Today is the birthday party of his mother. He invited me but I do not need to go, I talked and decided it was best not to go because I really would not feel comfortable in the same place.

I love spending time with her, we had fun but I think today is not a good day for her and I leave her alone.

Sometime it that is going on in your head and do what is best for her.

For now I just want to be good and spend their days as best as possible.

And writing helps me a lot.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Afterbirth Bloody Discharge My Dog

One day at a time ... Close Encounters


When one thinks that life has given you the right person and you only have the task of keeping your hand and love her every day but it is impossible to see how you miss the hands.

just two days ago I lost the woman I love, I looked into his eyes and said ... "I end with this." What is said at the time? How do you reply? How do you scream at that time and ask him to please not leave without losing their composure?.

I did, I decided not to pray, to say nothing I departed soul in 2 but decided against it. If she seems little everything and gave everything she did and just put in the balance both things we did wrong then it is your problem.

After the decision comes the hard part ... to accept the consequences and what are the consequences ... I do not take the time to number them because they are summed up in one. SHE IS MY LIFE!

While I'm not going to die if not, the hardest part is the process of forgetting.

then tell them (but not interested) how it goes these days as I learn to live without it. Thanks in advance for listening or reading me, it does me good to know they are there but can not see them.

Night 1:

few hours ago we decided (actually decided) that it was better that things were finished. Afraid of how things will be when we live together or have been in fact, has a thousand things to fix in his mind.

I'm torn apart, not to think about, not to do, I called just now and I apologized. It was weird because no apology for doing something that would do nothing but make me feel wrong with your decision.

not sleep, are 2,3,4,5 in the morning and head spins just me, how shall I live without it?

Nothing makes sense now, understand that their promises of eternal love are lies were lies and I believed them like an idiot. I did not sleep, do not hit your eye on all night and my head aches so.

Day 1:

sent me a message in the morning saying that tickets for the concert where we go and we want it, do not want to go ... in the end we agreed to see us on Thursday to go.

live all day on autopilot. I prefer not to think that it's not because I feel worse. But slowly things are taking shape, I do not feel so alone, I can not sit around feeling bad.

Road to a friend's house to tell my story trying to be as impartial as possible. (Which is possible because I feel that in fact both had a lot of the blame for this break)

Night 2:

The more complicated these days without it is night, when all off, I'm back to sleeping pills, the strong coffee in the morning and cravings for cigarettes (we promised not to smoke because we wanted to live long to be together, promises that seem to make sense now)

I broke on the phone ... I cried while talking to her. I claim it should not mourn, not right, I must, I must not show weakness. No, no, no.

I fell asleep while crying, like when I was little and my dad was traveling, I was sitting up in bed feeling lonely and lost.

Day 2:

Everything feels better, my body is slowly accepting the pain. In fact, it does not hurt so much. Call

time to time, I will be bringing hope?

really excited to hear me on the phone, it's like to feel that during these nearly 3 years of being together we forged a great friendship as well and she can tell me everything and I'll be there forever.

Night 3:

In the process, it is 11 pm in Lima, Peru, and do not know what will happen today. I do not sleep because I feel lonely. Still do not know how to stop mourn night. I tell you tomorrow how it goes during the day.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Is Late Aprill Good For Cancun Spring Break

us away.


Today after a long time I return to the habit of writing and publishing mostly, I think that somehow gives me the opportunity to tell my story (albeit biased) to a few surfers fans to tell their own stories to a few other surfers including myself included.

Exactly 2 years, 10 months and 14 days I made the biggest decision of my life, or so I thought until a while ago. I decided to change my lifestyle, my tastes, my especially my vices and follies. I agreed to a woman who dazzled me since I saw her, he could win with only touch my back while "conversing" in the bed of my house.

This post is dedicated to that bed, now home to some other love, that bed in Orlando near Disney World, where we saw a green bed sheets and had to close their eyes to see shows amatory wrinkled seams.

That bed, now that I think we did much good, let us know, love, chat, play, laugh, make us love, touching hands, sleeping and above all to say that someday we would get married and have kids. Ahh, and that this beginning would last forever.

now have new beds, more than an hour away, with people around, we live in different tunes, now you do not answer the phones with the same desire, now we do not run no matter what was happening now We no longer look like before, not caring how he began, and did not get up early to go to visit, prefer to stay at rest because we work out (never as much work as they rested in the bed green). It seems that more work now runs, intimacy is stronger, the pain is not about the other side, the fatigue is no less when we together.

Today I tell everyone I miss my girlfriend, I miss that woman in the shower playing with me, which was able to make love on the carpet, I would pick up very early but she died of sleep, the woman who asked me to marry her. I do not know if she is the same as before or did something in me changed. Only ... there is no reason for me to let go.

I love as I've ever loved someone or something, no one has made in me what she has done. I still want to get married, I still want to have children and especially EVEN WANT IT THAT WE WILL BE FOREVER.

We have on the table the option to say goodbye, to tell you later, and just keep going, do not know what the best decision I just know that if you're not here I can not breathe, but sometimes suffocates us together, I can not live unless I know about, though often not be the reason you live, do not understand what is happening and I do not understand, I just try not be a bad person or the reason for this is over.

Le I pay tribute to that bed, who accompanied me on that bed and the cold of Orlando that we do not let out that day. Thank you for my girlfriend, that woman is me going crazy.

DEMAND TO DESTINATION LE Everything is as before, I want to love as before, I WANT TO LOVE ME LIKE BEFORE, WANT ME conceited like BEFORE AND WANT TO LEAVE BEFORE conceited. IF YOU HAVE ANY REQUEST PLEASE JUST A LITTLE MORE ABLANDANOS HEART.

LOVE YOU DO NOT WANT TO STOP. THANKS FOR BEING THERE AND FIGHT WITH ME FOR THIS NEVER ENDS. I LOVE YOU.

PS: Thanks netizens to read and be part of my reflection, have been very helpful and very supportive.