Do All State Id Have Holograms?

Hi girls without spending much time here, I've been quiet vacation, I wanted to be good and improving all aspects of my life, but despite the time I fail to be clear I find something to think about, that obsessed.

I realize I'm not normal, I have something they do not have all the girls, something that makes me sick ...

about a two weeks ago, I saw her in the mirror, a girl fat, ugly, horribly wrong provided, I was with 49 kilos, just as I've put on weight baby, that you look terrible ...

thought I have to diet!, The next day I started eating a little less, but I got hungry, crave everything and eat those cravings by night, the days passed and I began to notice little difference in the tape, the scale in the mirror, little if not nothing!. Let

bread, tortillas, leaves, sugar, oil, soda, and everything was the same ... let the meat, ham, fruit leave the water, either!!, All the same, leave the coffee, leave fruit, cheese and yogurt, anything!, when I finally saw a little improvement, if a kilo lost, I realized I had only been eating in 3 days no more than pure salad with vegetables, oats and water, I do not care ...

From that I have been a week, eating a bowl of oatmeal with 3 tablespoons of water in the morning and In the afternoon my salad with vegetables, the remaining water a day, and now 46.500kg weight, waist 67 cm, or even count calories, I do not really matter now.

But today I saw in the mirror and my everything was the same, but if I take a week is nothing!, Wait a month, I thought .... To spend hours to weigh myself I went back and looked again the mirror with my tape measure I did several times a day .... my mom makes you eat and brings ice cream at home, and to me as if there does not cause any alteration whim, I am very quiet, I forget that that in the fridge, that's strange in me, I usually attacks the greed, I do not usually resist that, I do not know what happens to me I feel so safe, not even me hungry, my stomach sounds only when I know it's time for the salad is usually 6 or 7 pm. Today

by about 2 am, when I looked for the seventh time in the mirror, I told myself, you can not lose weight if you exercise and an hour and a half I just started working out and sweating, and We do not stop thinking about tomorrow that will hopefully be reflected in the scale, without realizing I come back to the world that I try moving a long time, and if you have not resisted, I can now say that I am getting really, what if now I can not control?, how will I get? how many kilos if I lose this week with vegetables? how I will be less fat?, all these questions and more do not leave my head, and I will stay with them ... I'll find out.

The baby kiero write in two days, despite waiting 45 kilos, and sorry for my absence, I've been so lost lately ... Dela