Brian & Andrew Greece

Night 3:

A shit ... I can not say more.

I still do not understand how there are so many tears in me. It is difficult, not imagined, never both.

Day 3:

Today I had a meeting in the morning and then stayed to have lunch together. Of course I was incredibly regal, I managed to feel like you are ever with someone completely different, and I got it!

Over lunch we talked of everything, including those issues of "us." Le

I made it clear that he loved her very much and I did not know what to do about all that was happening. We will also make it clear that nobody was going to come back to hurt.

The lunch ended with a kiss for me was incredible, and she looked at me and said ... "I know I should not do, I will not give you false hopes" killed me ... I was dying but I did not show good or not much could not keep my eyes and fall Aguarana some tears, but I did not care, she was, never had embarrassed her.

Night 4:

... THE KILLERS concert was amazing ... I loved it. I gave him tickets for his birthday a month ago so we decided from the outset then we did go together.

ate before going, we talked, we laughed, we ride, we had a good, but I think that means nothing!

At night we said goodbye and I felt that something was wrong, that something was wrong, the next morning would not be the same as ever.

tired I could sleep, pills make me sleep peacefully.

Day 4:

just yet, are 6:43 pm but so far not been very good. Today is the birthday party of his mother. He invited me but I do not need to go, I talked and decided it was best not to go because I really would not feel comfortable in the same place.

I love spending time with her, we had fun but I think today is not a good day for her and I leave her alone.

Sometime it that is going on in your head and do what is best for her.

For now I just want to be good and spend their days as best as possible.

And writing helps me a lot.