Things are still very difficult these days ...
laughed while watching TV last night I received a call from (a) friend (a) and tells me too condescending voice that my ex was with someone during the New Year holiday, which not only kissed but it did all night, all my friends saw it and above all who walked disk by hand as if they were brides happy.
My reaction was, ok.
I think what bothered me most was the tone of voice, knowing that all my friends were doing that. I realized that all these years trying to ward off "that" woman of my acquaintance were in vain. And especially bothers me to think that "that" felt like winning to me and how far was she who had it.
I took my phone and send a message.
later and I accepted what happened but stressed he does not want me to be with her and that nothing has happened but not that happen again.
actually tried to hide my jealousy and tried to talk as a civilized person and told him that these things are not right in front of my friends.
speak well, maybe I said things never to say or not to hear back but they said.
I still hovers in the head the idea that they were together while I missed her like crazy that night.
When I speak I answer and generally I enjoy talking to her. My friends tell me that is the height that you speak up but I think it was something I expected, for I came prepared for many years and just now I can not be so upset with her.
not really do not want her to get out of my life for the following reasons:
1. I love
2. I enjoy horrors
3. He became my friend and I love dearly!
think that deep down I keep a glimmer of hope that maybe things can be solved and we can form the family we always were ... but people really need to read this to know that when I'm not a holy dove, which I also did the same, I also had someone one night and I liked it. But no more than her.
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