Hi girls, fucking and much, yesterday I slept with my ex, spent about two months since I saw him, I felt happy when I saw him, got into his car and talked for a while, the idiot had his mouth open, telling me how good I looked, trying to touch, hugging, and as always an idiot I fell, but today I feel really bad, get something good out of this, you do not love him, I felt that I was killing before, that immense love for the girl I happiest, those wanting to see him out of school until I went to make an impression and I then went to our appointment, do not enjoy sex as before, was simple, empty, without love, I want and I know hiso hurts me so, but no longer are my everything.
I said he could not be completely happy, which reminded me a lot, while saying all these things I thought about how weak he was, as a liar, that now I was the lover, and the current girlfriend who slept with the mother won him my life, I had a taste of their own chocolate, which she does not know and do not love him and I know she would give anything for him, and when you discover it's a fucking vile The law of life have taken over charge each of my tears.
I said clearly that no longer wanted, would not be like him, and I do not look back at his side, I'm pretty young and I have a career I love, q do not lie, my I expected life to be me happy.
I saw only three hours, at the end of the meeting was tired, wanted to get home quickly, not saying anything, I regretted having seen it, but I realized how low it has fallen and I do fall under him, what a liar he is, how selfish, and I used that always makes me feel that disappointment.
Today did not go to school, get so tired that I fell asleep and did not want to get up, I know I have depression, but begin to improve each day a little more, my room is like shit, I have to fix it today without fail , and go to the cinema to see the island, I think it is called, with Leonardo di Caprio.
I go crazy, if I am crazy and sick, I scream, changing the subject, I have an appointment on Friday, hahaha, but do not want, a guy asked me out, but he beat one saying I want being alone, but the difference is that this does not press at all, is "friendship."
food .. pass a very very depression and did not eat, I'm eating too much, but hey, I have to diet, the cardio emperezare again, because sadness leave me to hate him and I was 20 minutes to move just one leg.
Okis girls the way I've been reading a lot of work and depression although I do not feel like doing anything, that's depression is not??
as apathetic as ever, the only thing that motivates me is to go shopping .. lol
haaaaaaaaaa
Las kiero, muaaaaaaa muchisisisismas ha thanks for your comments, the girl who asked me the image header, Andreu is Kawasaki, an illustrator who paints beautiful.
muaaaaaaaaaaaa
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