so long .. aki bypassing, I do not know what happened, to go into shock, I wanted to forget everything and start again, I've been wrong, I think I have depression, the task ended badly, always to last, stop talking to "H "stayed with it, damn I hate you, do not call again, because it has so much control in my life, leave everything, I pull to destruction, I'm just starting again, two days ago called me, said I was cute I wanted to see me, the biggest idiot I said yes, I went on vacation and saw all the scars on my legs, no one said anything I work bad, just again starting to do it again, all day in my room, I come from school and locked in my house, I'm falling to pieces, leaving the race, leave the blog, shout very strong and everything away from me, because I'm so weak ...., because it makes me weak ... Tomorrow I start
diet also stopped going to cardio, I'm back to the dam, I'll be all right, I have to, tomorrow changes everything, change my life, makes job well, will study, weight loss, my room is like shit, I do not know what's wrong, I really am an idiot do not know what happens to me, I never thought that love would hurt me so much, fucking men cursed I feel so alone, locked in my slips, I would like to talk to someone, I do not want to, I realized that, I'm so obsessive and dependent, not just with me, always want to eat food you hate, I hate, hate the damn school I do not want to do more homework, I hate these locked, and I hate not wanting to go out anywhere, and I want everything to end because I want to happen, I breathe but do not know how, I have not bathed in two days, I'm a goddamn pig , as no longer call him, nor speak, no, I will not be your idiot, fuckin 'shit I want to disappear.
aser forgive me girls will try again unless the child was worse than before ....
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