Is It Illegal To Own Bullets

I'm sick and forget to start ....

scrubbed, I feel terrible, I do not know what about me, my ideas, I know I'm doing, I slept with boys were two to be exact, after the failure of my ex of 5 years I wanted to forget, and in the worst way, never before had taken, refusing alcohol, and more calories it has, in recent months I've put drunk 3 times, I slept with guys, stupid or even know if I wanted to, I acted alone, I ate as stupid, stop going to the gym, leave me, leave the girl I was before, and let go of the crap that I've become. Yesterday I got

peda, no no peda, pedisima, and went to talk to the guy I went to bed asking for an explanation, and told me I will write, "only wanted you to catch "in that thought, because I'm missing ... ..

I started dancing like crazy, everybody pull, pull many glasses of alcohol, yelling a lot of people, and forget my camera with a friend if you did not spend yesterday's photo, to see my state ....

good thing is that was the end of the school party and will not see anyone for another two months go back to school ... I hope for that day and have forgotten, my friend spoke to me, told me to transform after about my ex, who lost the cute little girl who was, who did not recognize me, with me?, I dunno, but I think I hit bottom, I really wanted with this guy and hiso me feel used, bad, ugly, hiso me feel very bad, but I know he is a jerk, I have only to be strong ... I need

up my self-esteem, love me a little more, but do not know how I do not know how to overcome the pain, I want to be happy, I forget all this, I would be fine, so long as men goodbye, I do not want no more, at least a year, do not know, understand, breathe, I feel alone, and let me know which one I can be well , I want to be free, I laugh, I cry, and be free ... I'm

, I need an activity, amuse, again find my place, who I am, I do not want to make fun of me u_u I want to be more strong, I want to fly ....

But I think you do .., I restarted everything, start again and start to apologize, forgive, do not hold grudges, get me to the cardio, work, forget ...