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I feel alone ... Cursed

I feel lonely, sad,

empty ... I hear I love you, yet do not want anyone near me, I love, and hate anybody wants to give me, I cry and mourn much anger that I feel all the time, my eternal depression, my loneliness.

I'd be pretty thin so maybe someone would be with me, I hate to wait, because I do not want anyone was inside and cry because someone comes, it fills me, I feel stifles all day, I want people to stop telling me that I am wrong, that I do, I stop feeling stupid, I worth mothers want them to leave to yell shit, I want to be alone.

Wow, I want out, I want to vomit, but still here, because I can not feel love for me, because I feel like before, because over time, and I think I'm good when only a mask, base paint, I'm still the same, the girl listless, useless, fat ....

And come back the urge to want to hurt as much as I hate to want to hit me, hate me, starve me, that voice that shouts at me I'm ugly, the insignificant I've become, and the corpse that I can be, for that matter that reflects all inside, in the courts in me, the voice that screams and drives me crazy.

And those stupid friends, enjaretándote how happy they are, and what you should be, damn, talking all the time, I'm not like you, I'm lonely, sick, angry, possessed, as I would kill, kill Worldwide, stabbed and bleed to death.

I explode, this vacuum makes me crazy, and I realize I do not want anything, I have nothing, not yearning for happiness, which is not arrived, and I'm alone, so I want to stay, these tears I will be strong and bring me back to a place that is not lost. Hello