a qualifier horrible, I never liked that word but had to adapt to this world, so it worked. I do not feel
princess of nowhere, I'm more like something with a bit of life that passes in darkness, and sometimes sitting in a corner.
guess it is because a beloved princess is served, everyone sees it and all love it, and I guess maybe not many want that?
The truth I feel that I do not want someone to notice me, who believes, to stick, I prefer it all away and quiet.
The princesses are happy, and I sink into depression ...
Lately I've been more evil than usual, I'm desperate for anything, I cry for another, I scratch until I burn the skin, hair pulled me, me choke like crazy.
This is killing me and not what do not know why I refused to go to the doctor and psychologist, from a year ago I did not low, and I need to get off, for my health, but these hormones that give you fat and I do not know much but I 're scared to go so so hard to achieve, and the psychologist did not know me though I do not want to be talking to a stranger about my problems, as if he or she was the all-powerful and relieve me to listen. Apathy
that I am now, not even bathe myself, I spend all day shot, leave my practice, just as I am your fan and the Internet, I do not know what's wrong L and the worst do not know how to fix it, I have forces.
other hand remember the super- test that had to happen, because I did 4 days ago I started to arrange everything for riding and I did very well for 150 pts., take 140, you must raise your knowledge in front of a jury and academic career. Blah blah blah. Pass and that's it.
change my cell number, I want my ex completely disappear from my life, I never want to hear about it, damn I hate it.
the boy liked me remind R, flan .. I'm good so apathetic to it, I never gave up and never will like me will ignore, I'm not your type, all the girls who like have something in common is the opposite of what I am, I'm just very ugly fat and stupid.
I can not nor should be with anyone, sick all the people that winged me, I'm a maniac, I bought some pills for anxiety, and vitamins, it is normal people away, I visualize my life alone, I hate everything and can not stand looking in the mirror, plus I'm starting to get fat .... A kiss pretty
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