how I feel now, there is nothing that can make me feel different, I get up in the morning and look at the mirror carefully, and I think you are ugly, I take off my pajamas, and hug my belly and think of all the fat that is stored there and I can not stop eating or one fucking day, I enlisted for exercise and start my routine of 3 hours, sometimes because the tears stop without warning out ...
As at 4 under and as some protein, I watch TV and suddenly I see that the 11 pm and did nothing again ...., this depression is killing me.
When I go out I look at all the girls go and I think are prettier and more interesting sure, anyone is better than me in every way, I look in the mirror and do not know why so exercise is not working, I am angry, I need to do more, need more tired, it hurts more, cry more ...
Whatever happens I always return to this, lower the damn kilo I gained at Christmas and New Year, but it seems that I look fatter than yesterday ... u_u
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